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When darkness fallsJe t'aimerai toujours  Mon premier amour   
I was created from an act of love  And they will love me 'till they die  A happy child I was,  
from a happy family.  There lies the proof that love can be.  But will it come true for me?   
I fear the setting sun  Because with him comes the darkness  Without the light, my thoughts are black  I can't see reason, can't feel no warmth  My fears comes out and binds my soul  I wonder why I keep living  When every night I am suffering   
Sometimes I feel like I'm a fallen angel  When I feel that my heart will b When darkness falls
in General Non-Fiction on 8/30/07
Forgive MeI weep   
I weep for myself  Because I'm lost and alone  Because there's an empty place in my chest  Where a heart should be   
I thought I could love  But all I feel is emptiness  I cry  Because all seems hopeless   
I don't deserve your kindness  I care for you  But I must of hurt you  
 
Forgive me   
I felt your love  But there was none inside of me   
And I weep  Because you made me happy  But somehow I felt empty   
Will I ever find someone  That I will love  Like you loved me?   
If I ever hur Forgive Me
in Spoken Word on 2/28/07
Like A Wounded AnimalI’m like a wounded animal.  I fight and growl,  At anyone who gets close to me.   
Let me lick my wounds in solitude.   
Should someone be brave enought,  To keep trying to reach me.  And this person catch me.   
I know I will hold on and never let go.   
I want to be held,  But not be hurt.  I want to belong to,  But not be posessed.   
I want to be caught  But I want to be free.   
I want to be loved  But who wants me? Like A Wounded Animal
in Spoken Word on 2/1/07
Damn It AllI wish he would come clear about his feelings for me, because I’m lost by my own, and probably will never be able to express them.  I don’t even know what I’m feeling.  I must care a great deal about him because his thoughtless words causes me great pain.   
I don’t have the strength nor the courage to tell him how I feel. I fear that he will make fun of me. That’s is way of teasing....  I can’t tell him my secret. Not that he would believe me. Me, a virgin? He’ll think I’m a hopelessly pathetic girl.   
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Do I really want him to be in love with me?  I know I think he’s sexy, very yummy Damn It All
in Essays on 1/28/07
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Mon Amimy lips slip swift less in the breeze  so i flush them down the drain  my limbs writhe and shake  as i take the moments from my brain  and make them sane  for moment's sake   
the boy who cried beautiful  on my mind  telling lilies of the valley  of breathless words  that used to be mine  but his heart spills like  the water from my eyes--  not in my general direction   
switches flip in heart's murmur  and time's tales of my beauty  soft and in my ear  again or lost in a heartless  cross of love and lust and vain  an ego's love forever re Mon Ami
by ~colettefay
What Dream May BeWithin his Dreams, he see you.   
His second-self, he dance beside of Death.   
Howls creep his gentle soul, and whispers fear.   
Nay, you are here, with he.   
Dreams of eternity, that boy lays upon crests.   
Starry heavens and crystal lakes, Euphoria.   
Love, cancer, brings you to me.   
Now he rests, awaiting that Day.   
Keys to Mind, and Keeper of Hearts, you.   
He yearns to hold you, your breast upon his.   
Does one Kiss in Nocturnal bliss?   
Dreams will you be there with him?   
Share his Heaven, for without you What Dream May Be
by ~Absolute-000
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Journal Entry: Fri Jan 12, 2007, 6:27 PM
I know Deviant is a great place to post your art, creations....But I don't think I'll do any of that.
I just got this idea....and I don't care if nobody reads any of this, but I thought I could use Deviant to exorcise my demons. Sort of. I've been writing a dream journal for years now, I don't remember how long, a personal journal, just like my favorite author, L.M. Montgomery. Since I can remain anonymous, do I really care if you know my heart's desires.
All you read are theses happy ever after stories. My story isn't over yet, and it isn't one your can find in a book, on in a movie. Nobody writes about real life, it doesn't sell, 'cause its borring, common or depressing.
Anyway. If you read my journals, you may find it interesting, think I'm pathetic, and make you feel like your life isn't so bad after all. If the reading brightens your day, good for you. I just need a vent, and this feels like a good place to do it.

Happy ever after.....my life's not a love story....I never even had a lover! At least, Ophelia had her Hamlet. Lucky girl.

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  • Current Age: too young to bother, too old to care
  • Current Residence: In twilight
  • Interests: Too many
  • Favourite genre of music: classic
  • Favourite artist: Thomas Kinkade
  • Operating System: My brain
  • Shell of choice: The thickest
  • Skin of choice: Mine
  • Favourite cartoon character: Hitomi Kanzaki
  • Tools of the Trade: Taro cards

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~colettefay:iconcolettefay: Aug 31, 2007, 1:59:38 PM
thanks for the fav!

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What ceremony of words can patch the havoc?
~Absolute-000:iconAbsolute-000: Feb 6, 2007, 4:06:13 PM
Tag! ^_^ =P

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Open your heart, it is home to all you love.
~SweetOphelia:iconSweetOphelia: Feb 3, 2007, 7:09:45 PM
You're welcome. :aww:

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So be it.
~xzumalcken:iconxzumalcken: Feb 3, 2007, 5:51:01 PM
thanks for the fav on Feb 3rd

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love isn't blind...it sees all,but loves anyway
~colettefay:iconcolettefay: Feb 3, 2007, 1:01:48 PM
hey
thanks so much.
thanks for the fav's n friends.

lovepeace.

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What ceremony of words can patch the havoc?
~Absolute-000:iconAbsolute-000: Jan 31, 2007, 7:51:44 PM
Hey thanks for the faves and the watch I shall do the same for you! ^^

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Open your heart, it is home to all you love.
~SweetOphelia:iconSweetOphelia: Jan 27, 2007, 9:22:03 PM
You are welcome. :aww:

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So be it.
~SweetOphelia:iconSweetOphelia: Jan 17, 2007, 3:45:36 PM
Thank you :thanks:

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So be it.
~gokhancanbulat:icongokhancanbulat: Jan 16, 2007, 7:14:43 PM Mood: Tender
Hi there...Wellcome to DA...
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